Worth It
by Inoru no hoshi
In the aftermath of the incident at the Department of Mysteries,
damages and losses were swiftly tallied. The totals had the Department
head and immediate aides up in arms and mobbing the Minister, loudly
demanding that something be done about "that reckless Potter boy!"
Though Fudge blustered and prevaricated, "something" turned out to be
putting "that reckless Potter boy" on trial in absentia. (Wagging
tongues of those in the know whispered, scandalized, that it was the
second time in a year the Boy Who Lived was the focus of a trial, and
how much of a hooligan was
he, really?)
Albus found out about the trial almost at the last minute, a fact that
disturbed him; though no longer Chief Warlock, he had friends high up
in the system yet, and he should have at least heard an inkling of it
before then. He suspected that he might not have learned of it at all,
or not at least until long afterwards, if he hadn’t been listed as
Harry’s barrister, and as such had been called upon to be the young
man’s defense.
The elderly wizard took a seat at a table, and glanced around the court
room, the ever-present twinkle in his eyes masking worry. The room,
unlike the one the August trial had been held in, seemed to have been
modeled after a Muggle courtroom: it was warm and well-lit, with wood
rather than stone and metal setting the tone of the décor. Of course, Albus reflected wryly, they
aren’t trying to intimidate a stubborn, powerful adolescent this
time.
Also unlike the prior trial, the only persons who knew of it or were
allowed into the room were those that were presumed to be necessary to
the proceedings. There wasn’t a reporter in the bunch; Albus knew that
news of this trial wouldn’t get out until after the verdict was reached
- and possibly not until after it was carried out, if indeed it turned
out to be something actionable.
The clerk, a steady older man with watery eyes and whose palm not even
Lucius Malfoy could have greased, announced Minister Fudge as the
presiding judge, and the occupants of the room rose to their feet. The
portly man - who looked ill-at-ease in his stiff and somber robes -
told them to be seated, and fussed with a small pile of parchments,
rolled and otherwise. Fudge wasn’t quite certain what he was doing
presiding over the trial; normally someone else presided over this
sort, rare though they were, but apparently the head of the Department
of Mysteries had deemed the normal judge untrustworthy - and the
Minister was, as always, the only listed alternate.
With minimal prompting, the opening statements for and against Potter
were given, with the prosecution’s succinct listing of total damages
and pressure for the full extent of the law to be brought to bear
butting horns against the defense’s insistence that a fine suitable to
the coverage of the damages be levied, if indeed it was deemed a
punishable offense in light of the over-all circumstances.
With the opening sallies made, things began in earnest, and Fudge soon
decided that he knew why the normal judge of such proceedings was old
before his time: the bickering between the sides, though couched in
polite terms mostly, was vicious. (Had he followed that thought
further, he would have also considered this the reason for
Veritaserum’s creation, and also why Muggle barristers tend to be
considered outriders of the devil by many.) This wouldn’t have been
something hard to bear for a short time, but the trial dragged on for
several days - excruciatingly long, when one considers that most legal
issues tended to be solved within a few hours, at the maximum, thanks
to truth serums and the general handiness of magic itself.
On the third day of the trial, after the back-and-forth had become
surprisingly tedious and redundant, Fudge declared that he had heard
enough, and that he and the seven-person jury would retreat to cast
their judgments of guilty, or not guilty, and to what extent the
punishment, if any, should be.
Compared to the lengthiness of the trial itself, the verdict was
returned within eight hours. The clerk once again bid the attendees to
rise as the Minister stood from his seat behind the bench and cleared
his throat.
“Harry James Potter has been found by this court to be: guilty,”
Minister Fudge announced. “He is hereby ordered to pay a sum of five
thousand Galleons to the Department of Mysteries as payment for damages
rendered. However, as much of the worst damage was done to priceless
and irreplaceable artefacts, and as this is the third time he has
fallen afoul of the law, we hereby sentence him to Laughlin’s Law -
this will no doubt curb his impetuousness.”
Albus actually found himself gaping as whispers filled the courtroom:
Laughlin’s Law hadn’t been brought to bear for over thirty years.
“Two weeks grace we allow for his guardian to carry out this second
sentence,” Fudge continued. “After that point, this court will see it
carried out in full.” He rolled up the scroll he had been reading from
and set it down, then banged the gavel thrice.
“Dismissed.”
*
Albus sat at his desk, which was littered with parchments both clean
and written on, scrunched and otherwise, and he felt despair creeping
up on him. Laughlin’s Law was old, dating back at least five centuries,
and was the only legal way for one wizard or witch to enslave another.
At one time, it had been invoked for petty reasons, by equally petty
persons, but in all the years he had lived, Albus had only heard of it
being laid down a handful of times, and always for serious infractions.
He supposed he could consider it a small blessing that the court hadn’t
immediately chosen who Harry would be given to.
Not that it seemed like he could take advantage of that small hope. He
had asked around, quietly and stressing the utmost importance of it not
being bruited about, and as yet had found that he had indeed surrounded
himself with virtuous people in his old age. Perhaps overly so. He
sighed and slumped forward, hiding his face in his hands as Fawkes
began crooning soothingly from his perch.
Mentally, he ran through the list of people to whom he could entrust
Harry, though it would avail him little, as he had already asked them
all: Minerva, Filius, Remus, Arthur and Molly, Moody, William Weasley,
his brother Charles-- One by one, everyone he had asked had a reason
for refusing it, some coolly, some affronted, and some apologetic.
Still, it meant that he was at a loss for what to do.
Fawkes suddenly alighted on his shoulder, apparently having decided
that the perch was too far away for his gentle singing to do much good.
Albus lifted his head and sat straighter, though no less happily. If
those he would trust the boy’s life and good health to would not, then
simply someone he trusted would have to do. And of all the people in
that category, the one he trusted the most was amongst the least likely
to refrain from taking Harry and making the boy into a true slave to
himself.
Muggles have a saying for times like
this, he
thought as he pulled a clear scrap of parchment to himself, and wrote a
short missive on it. “Needs must
when the Devil
drives.” He folded the scrap over, then proffered it to the
phoenix, asking, “Take this to Severus, please.”
And after the bird had trilled and disappeared, he said to the empty
room, voice heavy with sorrow, “I hope you will forgive me someday,
Harry.”
*
For once, Harry was having an utterly boring summer. Despite the
lingering grief over Sirius, and the worry about what Voldemort was
getting up to, there was little actually going on. He didn’t even have
many chores to do (although, for once in his life, he was actually
insisting on doing some, rather than the Dursleys heaping them on him
will-he-nil-he, as he had decided that if he wasn‘t kept somewhat busy,
he‘d go mad), and he didn’t need to sneak the paper or lurk outside a
window in order to try and catch news: his relatives were slightly more
cowed this year, and raised little fuss. News there
was, reports of odd incidences and inexplicable deaths, but it wasn’t
like he could do anything about it. So he was bored, and rather in the
doldrums.
And, he reflected wryly as he
stared out the window
at the gray dawn, I haven’t even
been back for two
weeks.
He held a quill loosely in one hand; the desire to keep himself busy
had led to him working on his summer assignments earlier than he
usually did (a side effect of which was that he was actually doing his
best to do them well without relying on Hermione). His other hand was
propping up his chin as he continued to stare out the window.
Outside it was clouded over, threatening rain as it had been for most
of the days since he had returned. It was the exact opposite of the
summer before, but he figured the residents of Privet Drive appreciated
it about as well as they had the oppressive heat of the previous year.
And it was early, so early that the shadows of night weren’t near
wholly fled and only the Wilkers down at number seventeen were also
awake - and that only because Mr. Wilkers apparently had a long commute
to his job. Harry himself had become used to little sleep over the past
year - six hours at a stretch was more than he usually got - which
explained why he had already been awake for over an hour.
Suddenly he realized that his assessment of the wakefulness of the
neighbourhood was wrong - or at least that someone would be having some
very early visitors: down the street, he could see two or maybe three
people walking purposefully along the pavement. The streetlights had
winked off almost a half-hour before, so he couldn’t make out any
details of who they might be, though he thought they were wearing long
coats. Curious now, he set the quill aside, made a face at the
unsightly blotch dripping ink had made on the parchment, then stood and
moved closer to the window. As he watched, the light grew stronger and
the figures drew closer, until he could see that it was only two
people, who wore long robes and cloaks over against the threat of rain.
They were wizards, and wizards meant that it was number four that was
to get unexpected visitors.
He grabbed his wand off of the desk and went downstairs, avoiding the
creakiest spots along the way (a great deal of the floor and stairs
creaked; Harry felt that this was a side effect of it being home to a
walrus and a whale, since he figured the house hadn’t been built to
withstand such, eh, impressive
girths as the father
and son both sported). In the front hall, he didn’t turn the light on,
but rather stood to one side of the door and peered out of the window
there. This way, he would be able to see the people on the walk and
open the door before they rang the doorbell. Mornings were peaceful
before his relatives woke, so he felt the need to prevent their waking
just yet.
It wasn’t very long before the two figures were within view, and then
turning at the end of the walk. He waited until they were only a few
feet from the door, then wrenched it open and levelled his wand at
them. “Who’re you?”
“Moody and Lupin,” the front-most figure growled in reply, pushing back
his hood enough for Harry to see Moody’s distinctive visage.
“Prove it,” he demanded. “Where’s Headquarters?”
“Number twelve,” Moody replied, grizzled voice as quiet as he could
make it.
Harry nodded and turned to the other figure, still a bit suspicious.
“What was my godfather to you?”
“Lover,” was the immediate answer, though it was easy to hear grief in
it.
“Satisfied, Potter?” Moody asked, magical eye shifting this way and
that in search of threats.
“Yeah,” he answered, lowering his wand and tucking it into a pocket. “I
suppose you’d best come in.” He stood back and the two wizards tromped
inside. Harry closed the door behind them; then, seeing that both men
had moved into the living room, followed after.
“What’re you here for?” he asked, curious.
“Dumbledore sent us to fetch you,” Moody responded, looking no less
alert inside than he had on the stoop. “Pack your things.”
Harry blinked and frowned. “Has something happened?” He paused, then
hurriedly added, “I mean, school hasn’t been out for even two weeks
yet, and I’m not usually allowed to leave until after my birthday.” His
voice held a tinge of resentment.
“That’s what Albus needs to speak with you about,” Lupin told him, with
a small, weary smile. “Sooner you’re ready, sooner you can find out
what’s going on.”
Harry turned and started back towards his room, but paused in the
doorway. “This isn’t going to be like last year, when nobody told me
anything, is it?” he asked, darkly suspicious.
“No,” the werewolf assured him, smile widening a bit. “Go on.” He made
slight shooing motions, which amused Harry a bit as he went up the
stairs. He tried to ignore the fact that the man’s smile had looked a
bit fake around the edges, especially after the last question he’d
asked. It didn’t take him long to pack, as he hadn’t unpacked all that
much in the short time he’d been there, and also his relatives hadn‘t
locked up his trunk, for once: just some clothes, the summer work and
attendant texts, and his photo album. He shoved his feet into his
trainers, which were even closer to falling apart than they had been
the summer before. As his feet hadn’t grown too big for the much-abused
shoes over the months he’d been away, his aunt and uncle had seen no
reason to give him a new pair - there were times when he hated being
small. He hurried back down the stairs, Hedwig‘s cage in hand (the owl
herself was out hunting; Harry knew she‘d find him, wherever he ended
up).
“I’m packed,” he told the waiting wizards. “Could one of you float the
trunk down? I didn’t want to drag it down the stairs and wake up my
family,” he explained, stressing the last word a bit sarcastically.
Lupin nodded in understanding and went up the stairs. Harry grabbed a
piece of paper off the pad his aunt kept by the phone in the hall,
hunted in the shallow drawer underneath the table said phone and pad
rested on for a biro, and scribbled a short note: Aunt
Petunia: Something has come up and have been fetched by my
lot earlier than expected. See you
next summer, I suppose.
-Harry He took it into the kitchen and stuck it to the
refrigerator with a magnet; there was no way it’d be missed.
He returned to the hall just as Lupin reached the bottom of the stairs,
Harry’s trunk floating in front of him. “Let’s go,” Harry said,
suddenly impatient to be off. Then: “Are we going by broom again?”
“Portkey,” Moody growled, pulling a peculiarly shaped piece of metal
out from what Harry supposed must have been a pocket in his robes.
“Grab hold.”
Harry’ put his hand on it, and a moment later Lupin’s joined it. He
noted out of the corner of his eye that his trunk was no longer
floating, but rather Lupin had grabbed hold of it by the handle on one
end. The grizzled ex-Auror muttered, “Goshawk,” and Harry felt the hook
of the Portkey grabbing at his middle.
When the whirling sensation (which somehow forcibly reminded him of his
aunt’s blender) ceased, Harry found that he had landed with a thump and
clang on the floor of the Headmaster’s office. He scrambled to his
feet, cheeks red, and studiously ignored the muffled snickers he could
hear from both Moody and Lupin.
“Ah, Harry! Welcome,” Dumbledore said suddenly, peering out from a door
that Harry had never noticed before. “Come in here, please,” the
wizened man urged, stepping to one side and beckoning to the teen. “No,
leave the cage. Thank you, Alastor, Remus,” he added as Harry set the
owl cage down and strode towards the door which the Headmaster was
holding open. “You may go.”
Harry didn’t hear any reply except a quiet snort from Moody, and when
he looked over his shoulder he saw that both had already left by the
main door. He faced forwards again and slid around Dumbledore into the
room beyond.
It was, he was a bit surprised to see, a warm and comfortable-looking
sitting room, with a thick and plush carpet, plump but not over-stuffed
chairs and sofas, a few tables of a dark, highly polish wood, and fine
hangings on the stone walls. A fire leaped merrily in the fireplace,
and there was breakfast laid out on one of the tables. A firm hand on
his shoulder pushed him a bit further into the room, and then he heard
the door closing behind him. The hand was moved away, and then the
Headmaster was moving towards the table, waving Harry into another seat
near it.
“I’m sure you haven’t had a chance to eat breakfast yet,” Dumbledore
said, sitting down. “And neither have I. So come, sit and eat with me.”
Harry sat, but didn’t immediately reach for a plate. “How come you
wanted to see me?”
“You should eat first,” the Headmaster replied quietly. “I promise you
that I’ll tell you, but I would like to eat a peaceable breakfast, as
indeed I’m not even properly dressed yet,” he added, and Harry saw that
what he’d mistaken for a sombrely-patterned robe was actually a simple
nightshirt. It amused him that the elderly man’s day-wear would be all
the colours of the rainbow and his night-wear staid as anything, while
most people would do it the other way around, if the rainbow of colours
was deemed necessary.
Harry narrowed his eyes at Dumbledore, and gave him a hard look.
Finally, he took a plate and dished himself some food. He was a bit
hungry.
For a time, the only noise was the crackle of the fire and the chime of
utensils on plates. Harry ate only about half of what was on his plate,
and he hadn’t filled it as full as he might have. The elderly wizard
continued to eat for only a short time after Harry had set his plate
down and lifted his cup to sip from slowly.
Dumbledore leaned back and folded his hands loosely on his chest as he
looked solemnly at Harry. “You probably won’t like what I have to say,”
he began after a short time. “But that is as it must be, I suppose.
After the goings-on in early June, the Department of Mysteries demanded
you be brought up on charges due to the collective damages done
there-in. And so you were - and found guilty, as well.”
“I think I’d remember being in a courtroom again,” Harry interrupted,
frowning. “And since I don’t actually remember that happening, how
could I have been…?”
“Trial in absentia,” the older man explained. “It’s not done often, but
it is wholly legal.” Harry nodded slowly, so Dumbledore went on, “They
fined you five thousand Galleons-” Harry choked. “-but while an
impressive sum, it’s not the reason you’re here. You are here because
judge and jury found you to be in need of strong curbing, and so
sentenced you to Laughlin’s Law.”
Harry had barely begun to inquire as to what that was before Dumbledore
explained in a quiet and subdued voice what said Law entailed. “And
then I was given two weeks to find someone I deem suitable to take you
in hand, so to speak, and that,“ he finished, “was itself almost two
weeks ago.”
“Are you serious?” Harry asked incredulously, once he had managed to
find his voice. “About that law, I mean?”
“Yes. Unfortunately.” Dumbledore sighed.
“Couldn’t you, I don’t know, tell them they can’t do that?” Harry
asked, forgetting in his shock that he still didn’t quite trust
Dumbledore, not after the way his fifth year had gone.
“I don’t sit on the Wizengamot anymore, Harry,” the elder wizard
replied, looking both troubled and regretful. “At least not near high
enough to legally have that sort of influence. Aside from which, our
courts don’t have a very good appeals system - a point on which I
believe Muggles have outdone us. I could demand an appeal, it‘s true,”
he mused, “but the court likely wouldn’t get around to granting it for
months, perhaps years, and the likelihood of the verdict changing is
really quite slim. And in the meantime, you would still be under the
Law.”
Harry scowled. “That’s stupid.” He jumped to his feet and started
pacing, feeling as if he might explode if he didn’t do something, no
matter how ineffectual. “So, I suppose you’ve made a choice, huh?” he
asked bitterly.
“Yes, I have. I doubt you will like it, and for that I am very sorry,”
Dumbledore said, standing and moving over to the door he had invited
Harry through earlier.
Harry paused, something about the way the Headmaster had spoken making
him uneasy. “Who?” he asked as the Headmaster pulled the door open.
“Right on time, Severus,” Dumbledore said, seemingly ignoring Harry’s
question. “Do come in.”
*
“You’ve got to be kidding me!”
Potter’s outburst made Severus smirk as he strode into the room. It
appeared that the boy was
capable of basic addition
after all, as he had scarcely laid eyes on Severus’s tall, dark form
before blurting out his instinctual denial.
“I’m afraid not,” Albus countered, voice mild and pitying. “Out of
everyone I asked, Severus was the only one who was willing.”
“He hates me!” Potter objected loudly, furiously. “And I bet he’ll kill
me, too!”
“That would defeat the point entirely, Potter,” Severus sneered,
seating himself on the least objectionable piece of furniture in the
room. “I am sure, however, that you will soon wish I had.” He blithely
ignored the sharp look Albus gave him; if Albus expected him to be kind
to Potter, then he was surely delusional. He rarely was to anyone, and
Potter deserved kindness far less than many.
“Bastard,” the brat hissed, fists clenched angrily. “I won’t do it!”
Potter told Albus. “I refuse to belong to Snape.”
The sneer the boy gave his name was almost passable. Almost.
“Your opinion and willingness do not matter a whit, boy,” Severus
informed Potter starkly. “I imagine that they rarely do - for a slave.”
“Enough,” Albus said abruptly, cutting off whatever Potter had opened
his mouth to reply with. The elderly man moved over to Potter,
beckoning Severus over as well. “Let us get this over with.”
“Headmaster-” Potter started, but was interrupted.
“I apologise, but Severus is correct: what you want does not matter at
the moment.” Albus put his hands on the brat’s shoulders. “Now, you
must kneel.”
Potter looked between them, fury making him tremble, then slowly,
mutinously, he knelt.
Albus patted the boy’s shoulder, then retrieved a small silver knife,
and used it to make a shallow cut around Potter’s neck. Potter went
still and wide-eyed; it seemed that Albus hadn’t explained the
mechanics of the situation. When Albus finished, he stepped back and
nodded to Severus. The dark-haired man smirked at the boy at his feet
as he pulled a collar out of some hidden pocket: it was made of steel,
perhaps an inch tall, and the only adornment on it was a ring for
attaching either a chain or leash; and it appeared altogether
unforgiving. He clasped it around Potter’s neck, directly over the
sluggishly bleeding cut, then held out both hands to the Headmaster,
who cut both palms.
He placed both hands on the collar, making sure the cuts were pressed
against steel; then Albus took a length of chain and attached it to the
ring on the collar, then wound it around both of Severus’s arms. The
elderly wizard then took wand in hand and waved it with a short mutter.
Short, searing heat was all he felt, and that only along the cuts to
his palms. Potter apparently felt similar, if his blurted curse was any
indication. The chain unwound itself, the end falling to the floor with
a dull thud.
“It is done,” Albus said wearily. In his hand he held a parchment
scroll that hadn’t been there before, which he carried over to one of
the tables. “Except for this,” he added, unrolling the scroll. “You
need to sign it, Severus.”
“I hardly carry quill and ink with me, Albus,” Severus replied, pulling
his hands away from Potter with a sneer.
“Which is why there is both on the mantle,” the Headmaster agreed.
“Stay as you are,“ Severus told Potter, and moved towards the
fireplace. He took both quill and ink-bottle to the table where Albus
waited, briefly read over the scroll (the contents of which amounted to
“I acknowledge ownership of Potter”), then signed it with an
uncharacteristic flourish. He turned back to the boy as the scroll
separated itself into several copies, and narrowed his eyes.
Potter was standing, arms folded over his chest as he glared defiantly
at Severus. Severus smirked at him and strode over to grasp the
dangling chain. The lack of open anger seemed to unnerve the brat, a
fact that he filed away for future use.
Still smirking, he left the over-plush room without even saying goodbye
to the Headmaster, pulling Potter none too gently behind him. In
Albus’s office, he paused long enough to shrink Potter’s trunk and owl
cage and put them into a pocket.
He heard Potter stumbling and cursing behind him as he strode through
the castle and out onto the grounds, not checking his stride at all for
the shorter-legged boy. Outside the gate, he stopped abruptly, and
half-turned; predictably, Potter crashed into him. Before the boy could
do more than swear at him, Severus wrapped an arm around him and
Apparated them both to his house.
They had barely appeared in the sparsely decorated living room before
he shoved Potter away and backhanded him.
Potter crashed to the floor, and pressed a hand to his cheek in shock.
“What the hell was that for, Snape?” he cried angrily.
“Disobeying me,” Severus replied. “That is the first thing you will
learn: You will obey me at all times, and disobedience will be punished. And Potter?” He
hauled the boy up
by his hair and slapped him across the other cheek. “You will address
me at all times as ‘sir’.”
“What if I don’t?” Potter asked defiantly, grimacing at the tight grip
on his hair.
“You will become quite familiar with the back of my hand, among other
things,” he answered. He suddenly let go of Potter’s hair, and the boy
landed on the floor for the second time, having not expected to be
released. “If you think I am cruel as your most hated teacher, then you
will find I defy description as your owner. Remember that.”
*
Harry Potter Sentenced
to Laughlin's
Law!
Early June saw the Ministry briefly descend into chaos as Harry Potter
and a group of Death Eaters, including You-Know-Who himself, did battle
deep in its bowels. According to our resources, the battle began in a
part of the Ministry known as the Department of Mysteries, which is, as
the name implies, a mystery indeed to anyone not authorized to work
there, although we are told that a great many things both precious and
dangerous are kept there.
Although You-Know-Who and his Death Eaters were driven off, the
Department of Mysteries sustained a great deal of damage. As they are
unable to effectively do anything against You-Know-Who, it seems they
have pinned Harry Potter with the entirety of the blame, and brought
him to court over this. After several days of fierce debate between
Colleen O’Bannon, representing the Department, and Albus Dumbledore,
representing Mr. Potter, the judge and jury returned their verdict: a
fine of five thousand Galleons and subjection to Laughlin’s Law.
Laughlin’s Law is… (continued on
page 4)
*
Harry woke after his second night at Snape’s to find that all of his
clothes, wizarding or Muggle in origin, had disappeared. Even the ones
he had fallen asleep in were gone. He sat on the small, frameless
mattress he had been given (in an equally small and bare room that he
suspected had once been a walk-in clothes closet), clutching the lone
blanket to himself as he wondered what he was supposed to do now. No
way was he walking around in Snape’s house buck naked!
There was a sudden pounding on the door. “Potter! Up!”
Harry ignored it, deciding then and there that if he hadn’t any
clothing then he wasn’t going to leave the room. The door was pounded
on again, and then, after he had also ignored the second summons, it
was roughly pulled open.
“Get up,” Snape ordered, scowling as he loomed in the doorway.
“No,” Harry replied, pulling the blanket to himself tightly. “I don’t
have any clothes to put on.”
“I’m aware,” Snape returned coldly. “One more time: Get. Up.”
“No. I’m not going to wear nothing around you.”
“No?” Snape sneered, then flicked his wand twice, dumping Harry off of
the mattress and stripping the blanket from his form. He tried to grab
it up again, as it had simply landed on the floor to one side, but he
was roughly pulled from the small room with a yelp before his fingers
could close on the fabric. Outside the room, he was roughly pulled to
his feet, then bent over and held in place for Snape to smack his arse
with a wooden paddle. Five hard blows in quick succession reduced Harry
to strangled gasps as he tried not to cry out, eyes welling up from the
pain.
He wasn’t given a chance to recover before he was half released, half
shoved away, falling to the floor. The jolt of the landing sent further
agony through his body, though he managed to land on his hip and one
hand rather than his posterior.
“If you haven’t any clothing, then naked you will indeed walk around,”
the dark-haired man told him, banishing the paddle back to a cabinet
across the room. “I really couldn’t care less whether you are
comfortable doing so.”
“What did you do with my clothes, you bastard?” Harry asked, voice
slightly strained, and pushed himself to his knees.
The expected backhand came, knocking him to one side where he caught
himself with one hand, as Snape replied, “Burned them, of course.”
“You... What?” Harry asked incredulously, turning his head to stare at
the man. “Why?”
“Nearly none of them fit you properly, and many were also absolutely
disgusting.” Snape smirked. “You’ll have new clothing soon enough.”
Harry narrowed his eyes at Snape, somehow highly distrustful of that
statement. Finally, he muttered grudging thanks.
“Breakfast, boy,” Snape told him. “Then work on your school assignments
for a time.”
Harry stood, wincing, and limped from the room, studiously ignoring
Snape‘s eyes on his backside.
The next afternoon, he was pulled from the tedious but exacting task of
reorganizing the man’s private potions stores (Harry’d had no idea of
the sheer variety of stuff that could go into potions; the stores at
Hogwarts were paltry compared to Snape’s at-home stores) and led to the
upstairs loo.
“Drink,” Snape ordered, shoving a grey-green potion at him. “Then bathe
yourself; you’re filthy.”
“Your storage room is filthy,” Harry replied nastily. “When did you
last clean it?”
Snape shrugged dismissively. “Last year. Once you’re done reorganizing,
you may scrub the room clean.”
Harry swore. Shouldn’t’ve asked,
he told himself,
uncorking the potion and drinking it down after a last, wary glance at
Snape. He turned to start the water, ignoring the slow, almost buzzy
tingle in his scalp.
When the tub was about a quarter of the way full, he took his glasses
off and left them on the counter, and stepped into the tub. “Are you
gonna watch me or something?” Harry asked pithily, standing in the
ankle-deep water.
“Yes,” Snape replied, leaning against the counter with his arms folded.
“Get on with it.”
Harry flushed, angry and embarrassed, but sat carefully and started
washing himself. It was a distinctly weird experience: so far as he
could recall, he’d never had anyone watching him while he bathed. Sure,
there were the Gryffindor showers, but even the ones in the Quidditch
locker room were screened from prying eyes. The weirdness was
compounded by the growing feeling that his scalp was stretching and
trying to leave his head altogether.
He washed quickly, enough so that he could stick his head under the
faucet to wash his hair. He was shocked when he did so, though: his
hair had suddenly become long enough to draggle a good five inches of
it in the water - and that was with his head nearer to the faucet than
the water…and the faucet was a good half-foot above the rim of the tub.
“What the hell?” he yelped, staring at the strands floating in the
water.
“Hair growth potion,” Snape informed him, sounding distinctly amused at
his reaction. “I suggest you let it finish growing before you wash your
hair, Potter.”
Suddenly the weird feeling in his scalp was explained, which didn’t
comfort him at all, as he was literally watching his hair grow. The
water continued to tumble into the tub over his head as his hair grew
longer and longer. Finally, the tingling faded to a buzz, and then
disappeared altogether, leaving Harry with over two feet of new hair.
Noticing that it was no longer growing, he slowly reached up and made
sure it was all wet, then grabbed the shampoo. After some trial and
error, his hair was washed - and the water was shut off.
“Out,” Snape ordered, making Harry jump at the nearness. He tugged the
plug out of the drain as he stood and stepped out, and was handed a
towel. He dried himself off, then tackled his hair. He was soon
frustrated with it, as after rubbing it for several minutes, it was
still quite damp, and had also become tangled. Suddenly, Snape pushed
his hands away and started combing the newly long, thick mass. Within
minutes, Snape had it untangled and, with judicious use of a drying
spell, no longer damp.
He grabbed his glasses and stared at himself in the mirror until Snape
abruptly grabbed the chain appended to his collar and led him into the
bedroom. Snape’s, not his own.
“I believe you were lamenting your loss of clothing?” the man queried
with a smirk, then gestured to the bed. “The replacements have arrived.”
Harry’s mouth dropped open. On the bed was a dress, stockings, panties,
a shift, and something that he didn’t know the name of. On the floor
next to it was a pair of slippers that matched the dress exactly.
“You’ve got to be kidding.”
“Not at all.”
“I’m not wearing a dress!” he objected, backing away as far as he could
while Snape was still holding onto the chain. “I’m not a bloody girl!”
“I am…more than aware,” Snape sneered in reply, eyeing him
meaningfully, gaze lingering at his crotch for a moment. “However, your
choices are simple: the dress, or nothing.” He paused and pulled Harry
closer with a rough yank of the chain. “And I did not spend hundreds of
Galleons on your new wardrobe for you to not wear it.”
“I’m not wearing it, Snape! I won’t!” Harry struggled away, almost
managing to pull the chain out of Snape’s hand. And then Snape’s grip
tightened, and he was pulled close again, only to be smacked to the
floor by an open-palmed slap. Snape’s foot suddenly pinned him there,
and the man leaned over slightly to look at him.
“Won’t you?” he asked, a brow arched. “I think you will.” Snape
proceeded to magic the panties and shift onto him, then hauled him to
his feet and tied his wrists to a bedpost. Then the thing he hadn’t
recognized was around his middle, over the shift, and Snape was behind
him doing something to it. “Deep breath and hold it,” Snape ordered,
and Harry complied, although not without contemplating not doing it...
Then he felt like he was being squeezed, first from the waist up over
his ribs, then from the waist down over his hips, and left that way.
“What is that thing?” he asked a bit breathlessly as the stockings were
effortlessly magicked onto his legs.
“A corset, Potter. Surely you’ve heard of them?” was the mocking reply.
Harry didn’t bother replying; he was too busy testing the bounds of the
corset, and discovering that he couldn’t breathe near as deeply as he
could without it. Grudgingly, he found himself glad he’d listened to
Snape.
Then the dress, which actually seemed to be in layers: several white
skirt-like things, then the pale green under-dress, and finally the
dress itself. Snape then did something with his hair, then untied his
wrists and pulled him away from the bedpost. He turned to face Snape,
ready to yell, but he found himself struck dumb by the almost admiring
look on the man’s face.
“You do clean up nicely,” Snape commented. “I’m surprised.” He waved
his wand a last time, almost as an afterthought, making the slippers
appear on Harry’s feet.
“I feel stupid,” he replied flatly. “I bet I look stupid, too.”
“Only when you open your mouth.”
Harry flushed angrily. No matter what he said or did, Snape always
seemed to have a comeback, verbal or otherwise, and he was getting
tired of it.
Snape was looking thoughtful, then suddenly he pulled Harry’s glasses
off.
“Hey! I can’t see without those!” Harry objected, trying to grab them
back.
“You‘ll manage,” Snape replied, making a motion that Harry couldn’t
make out clearly. The crash and then light tinkle of glass hitting the
floor told him what had happened, though: the man had thrown his
glasses against a wall, most likely.
“I wasn’t kidding!” Harry said, feeling suddenly helpless with
everything being a large blur if they were more than a foot away.
“What’d you break them for?”
“They’re hideous. How you can stand to wear them, I’ll never know.”
Snape took hold of the chain again, and tugged him from the room.
“However, I daresay you’ll be fairly worthless until I get someone over
to examine your eyes and tell me how strong the potion needs to be, so
you get a fairly simply task: learning how to kneel properly.”
*
Severus accepted the letters from the Hogwarts owl, then shooed the
bird out of the dining room. One letter, he knew, was Albus's annual
reminder that he should be back in the castle two weeks before term
started, which undoubtedly made the other Potter's school list.
"Potter!"
"What?" came the yelled reply.
"Come here."
"I'm kinda busy!" Potter yelled, sounding a bit strained and breathless.
He scowled. Though Potter still hated everything about the situation,
he now usually came when called for. Letters in hand, Severus stalked
towards the library, which was where the boy was now working as he'd
finished with the Potions store room.
It took a bit of looking to find the boy - the Prince library was
rather large in proportion with the rest of the house - but when he
found him, the reason he hadn't come was obvious. One of the shelves
had tipped over, dumping a number of books to the floor, and the only
thing keeping it from crashing into its neighbour was Potter's slight
form, straining to hold it up. Severus's brows shot up, but he flicked
his wand and set the shelf back upright - or tried to. It wobbled
alarmingly before he caught it in the spell again, then levitated it
towards the open center of the room, where he set it down on its side.
"Thank you," Potter said, with feeling. He had fallen down the moment
the shelf's weight had lifted, and was on his hands and knees, trying
to catch his breath.
"What happened?" Severus asked.
"I tried to move one of the books and the whole bloody shelf tipped
over," he explained. "I figured you'd rather I didn't come when you
called than have the shelves behave like dominoes."
"Hm." He smirked. "Perhaps."
The brat got to his feet and shoved his hair out of his face with a
grumble. "Anyway," he said, tugging the ribbon out and running his
fingers through his hair, "what did you need me for?"
"Your Hogwarts letter arrived," Severus said, holding it out. "Which I
suppose means we're going shopping."
That made Potter stop cursing his hair. "We are? Like this?" he asked,
gesturing to his messy appearance.
"Certainly not." He sneered. "You'll wash and change your clothes
first."
"But- But-" he sputtered. "I don't want people to see me dressed like a
girl!"
"Too bad," he replied. He glanced at his watch and added, "You have
twenty minutes to be ready and waiting by the front door."
Potter grumbled, but hurried from the room. One thing he had apparently
learned was that Severus was not sparing of punishments for slights
large or small, and disobeying this would be on a similar scale to
ripping up one of his new outfits (which he'd done, once, and had
likely quickly regretted it).
Severus looked at the mess the books had made for a minute, then turned
and headed back to the dining room, reading Albus's letter on the way.
It was about the same as it had been every year since he'd been hired,
except at the end, where the old man maundered on about how he hoped
that Severus wasn't being too hard on Potter, and that they were
strolling hand in hand through candy meadows. To paraphrase, of course.
He snorted and tossed it into the fire when he got to the dining room -
Albus was a font of never-ending hopefulness, and hardly seemed to
realize that some things were, indeed, worth holding a grudge for.
He took his time drinking a cup of tea while reading the paper: more
speculation on who owned Potter, and how it was such an outrage.
Nothing worth the paper it was printed on. He tossed it aside with a
sneer, banished the cup to the sink, and strode out of the room.
Potter was waiting, as he'd been told to be. He knelt, and the pose
would have been properly subservient if he hadn't had his arms folded
and wasn't glaring at Severus.
"Good," Severus said, and told him to stand. He made the boy turn so he
could fix his hair - Potter had proven to be hopeless with it, and
Severus thought it just as well that he didn't mind having to fix it
up. He tied off the braid with a ribbon, then forcibly turned the brat
back around to take in the over-all effect.
Potter had obviously chosen the least girly clothes he could find: a
denim skort, unruffled blouse, ankle socks, and white converses. He
decided not to tell the brat that he still looked quite feminine.
"It will do," he said at last, exchanging the chain on the collar for a
leather leash, then summoned a cloak for the boy. "Come along. Time to
show you off to your, hm, adoring public."
*
Harry almost refused to leave the Potions Professor's room to go up to
the feast, remembering all too well the way he'd felt in Diagon Alley
once people had actually recognized him. Stares and whispers had
followed them from store to store, and while it hadn't seemed to bother
Snape - not that much ever did - Harry was sure he had never been more
embarrassed. He hadn't even tried acting up or anything, as he had soon
wanted nothing more than to get out of the Alley as quickly as possible.
He had a feeling that the feast would be more of the same, and was
looking forward to it about as much as he looked forward to meeting
Voldemort.
"Potter, you had better be dressed," Snape said suddenly from outside
the loo, which was where Harry was hiding.
"I am," he replied.
"Get out here then."
"I don't want to go to the feast," he muttered as he opened the door.
"I'm sure your friends want to see you," Snape replied. It almost would
have been magnanimous, except the smirk he wore was not at all kind.
"Don't they?"
Harry grumbled. "I still don't want to go."
"Too bad." Snape led him out of the rooms, and Harry was sure the man's
smirk had grown bigger.
In the Hall, he was released, and by the time he reached the Gryffindor
table, it was so quiet that he could've heard a pin drop. He could feel
people staring at him, and it made him want to find somewhere to hide
even more than being stared at in Diagon Alley had.
"Hi, guys," he muttered as he sat between Ron and Hermione, who were
staring just as much as anyone else in the hall. "Can you please stop
staring at me?" he asked after a few moments.
"Sorry," Hermione replied, blushing.
"Yeah," Ron agreed, though he kept staring at Harry. "Mate, why're you
wearing a dress?"
"Not because I want to," he answered, flushing.
"Then why didn't you wear something else? Ginny asked suddenly,
frowning at him.
"I'm not allowed," he answered, not about to admit that he didn't
really own anything but girly clothes.
"That's stupid," was Ron's succinct summation. "Why listen to Snape
anyway?"
Hermione reached around Harry and thwapped him. "Don't be stupid,
Ronald," she said tersely before Harry could say anything.
"I'm not!" the red-head retorted. "Seriously, you could just ignore him
or something," he added to Harry, who scoffed.
"Is the professor nicer when he's not being a teacher?" Lavender asked,
leaning around Seamus.
"No," Harry replied flatly.
Before anyone else could ask anything, Professor McGonagall led the
first years into the Hall. Harry paid just enough attention to it to
clap whenever one became a Gryffindor, but other than that, he was
wondering what all else his classmates would ask him.
Once the first years were sorted, Dumbledore stood. "Welcome, students
both old and new, to another year at Hogwarts! Though I have a lot to
say, right now I think you would rather eat, so tuck in!" With a wave
of his hands, the feast appeared.
For a while, people were too busy eating to remember any prying
questions to ask him. It didn't last, though.
"'Ey mate," Seamus called, "has Snape buggered you yet?"
Harry flushed, though whether he was more embarrassed or angry, not
even he knew at that moment. "No!" he replied forcefully, even as
others made noises of disgust or pelted Seamus with bits of food.
"Ugh," Ron groaned, pushing his plate away. "I think I feel sick just
thinking about Snape buggering anyone,
let alone my
best mate."
"It is a bit off-putting," Hermione agreed.
"Tell me about it," Harry added. "How about you lot stop asking me
questions and we don't hurt Seamus for ever bringing that up?"
"The catch being that if we keep asking you about life as Snape's
thrall, Seamus will end up in the infirmary?" Ginny asked.
"Yup."
"I dunno," she mused, twirling her fork in her potatoes. "It might
break a school record, putting him in the infirmary on the first day."
"The record is actually straight off the train," Hermione informed her.
Ginny wasn't the only one who seemed disappointed by that, but Seamus
seemed relieved. "Well that's good. I didn't want to break the record
anyway," he said cheerfully. "Anyway, what'd everyone but Harry do this
summer?"
The change of subject wasn't subtle, but it at least got the attention
off of Harry and his new circumstances for the rest of supper.
Harry listened to the Headmaster's welcoming speech closely,
afraid that the elderly wizard was going to say something about
him, but the announcements were perfectly normal and didn't involve him
at all. Relieved, he stood up.
"Harry, aren't you coming back to the dorms with us?" Ron asked,
grabbing his sleeve and dragging him towards the doors.
"No," he replied, resisting the dragging. "Or at least, I don't think
so. I'd have to ask sir."
"Well, well, Potter, reduced to a pet dog. How fitting."
"Shut up, Malfoy," Ron growled, glowering at the blond Slytherin.
Malfoy ignored Ron, and, smirking, moved around behind Harry and
grabbed his braid. "All gussied up, to boot," he added, sounding deeply
amused. "Trying to catch the Professor's eye?"
"Not at all," Harry replied, glaring over his shoulder at the other
teen. "I wouldn't want to. But I bet you would, wouldn't you?" The
Slytherin pulled on the braid, but Harry ignored it, adding, "What
would your father say if he found out?"
The Gryffindors snickered as Malfoy flushed and released Harry's hair
after a last hard yank. "There's nothing for him to find out, Potter."
"Does that mean you like that with him?" Ginny asked, mock-sweetly. "I
wouldn't be surprised, you know."
"Shut up, Weaslette," the blond said, pointing his wand at her. "Or
I'll make you."
"What is going on here?" The sneering question made the group break up
hurriedly, and Malfoy put his wand away.
"Nothing, Professor," he said, smirking. "Just saying hello, that's
all."
"That's a lie!" Ron cried.
"Quiet, Weasley. Wands are not generally involved in greetings, Mr.
Malfoy," Snape told the blond, arching an eyebrow.
"I was going to show them an interesting spell I learned, sir," Malfoy
replied calmly.
"Of course," Snape agreed, turning away. The Gryffindors objected,
furious, but were ignored. "Potter."
Harry shook Ron's grip off and moved over to the professor, shrugging
apologetically when his house-mates gave him betrayed looks. Snape
casually gripped the leash and added, almost as an afterthought, "Mr.
Malfoy, keep your hands off of my property."
Harry could feel the incredulous stares following him as he was led
away, and sighed. There went any hope of trying to keep them un-talked
about. Who knew Snape was a possessive bastard? Bastard, sure, but
possessive?
*
From the moment she had seen the article in the Daily Prophet, Hermione
had been worried about Harry. That worry hadn't abated any as the weeks
went by and September became October and Halloween grew nearer. She had
started making note of how he had changed from the moment she saw him
at the welcoming feast: it was clear to see that he was uncomfortable
in the dress, but she thought that she was the only one who had looked
closer and seen the last remnants of a bruise on Harry's cheek.
Over the following weeks, she hadn't once seen him in anything other
than skirts, bearing out his statement that he "wasn't allowed" to wear
gender-appropriate clothing anymore. And also over the following weeks,
she'd seen him with more bruises on his cheeks - and arms, and legs,
and probably other places she couldn't see. She had even seen him
moving like he'd been given a full-out beating, once. (It was, she
remembered, after he had grown tired of Malfoy's never-ending taunting
and hexed him right in front of Professor Snape, though Harry obviously
hadn't known the professor was there. She also remembered that he'd had
to explain to their teachers the next day that Professor Snape had
confiscated his wand.)
She'd confronted Harry about it, one day, and all he'd said was, "Don't
bother yourself about it, Hermione." Not about to let it lie, she'd
taken her concerns about Harry's treatment to the Headmaster.
"Your concern for your friend is touching, and I'm sure he appreciates
your caring," Professor Dumbledore had said quietly, gently. "But I
cannot do anything about this. I'm sorry."
"He's a student, and he's obviously being abused!" she objected angrily.
"By law he is Professor Snape's property," he corrected her. "Which
means, Miss Granger, that he can do whatever he wants to Harry, and no
one has the right to interfere. Not even me."
Hermione had stormed out of his office in high temper, and decided to
look into Laughlin's Law. Surely there was a loophole somewhere.
She discovered that whoever had created the law had phrased it simply,
but thoroughly: "This Law is made so that Persons who hath committed
Crimes unsuiting to prison shall be made into Slaves, and in this
manner repent. Whosoever doth become under this Law is to be remanded
unto a Possessor, from which time they shall belong wholly unto said
person, and no interference between Possessor and Slave shall be
brooked from that time."
Further reading up on it had revealed past cases, and while some had
ended up all right for the slave, most had not. And she was amazed by
what could be interpreted as "interference", and sickened by the
treatment some of the slaves had gotten. Though she liked Harry's
situation no better than before her research, she could at least
concede that he was fed and allowed schooling and socializing, even if
otherwise it seemed he wasn't treated very humanely. At least, she
didn't consider being hurt frequently to be "humane".
During her reading, something had occurred to her: the people at the
Department of Mysteries had to have known that Harry hadn't been alone
when he went there, so why was he the only one that had been brought up
on charges?
As she worriedly watched Harry work on his homework, she wondered if
maybe the whole thing hadn't been a plot of Voldemort's.
*
"Hey, Potter!"
"Bugger off, Boot," Harry answered, ducking around the tall Ravenclaw
on his way to the dungeons. Whenever the professors were around, the
other students were polite, or at least treated him no worse than they
had the previous year, but when the teachers were nowhere to be seen,
some of them took it upon themselves to tease and bully him. After
classes was the prime time for it: ever since he'd hexed Malfoy, he'd
been required to turn his wand over to whoever taught his last class of
the day, and that professor would return it to Snape. If he needed it
for his homework, he was to ask for it politely and explain exactly
what he was supposed to be doing. The bullies delighted in this fact,
taking advantage of it shamelessly.
"No, seriously, Potter," Boot said, snagging him by the braid. "I was
wondering if you'd like to help me study? Word has it you're pretty
good at it, if you know what I mean."
"You're a Ravenclaw; I'm sure you're good enough at it without my help.
Or would be," he added acidly, yanking his braid out of the other boy's
grasp, "if you'd stop thinking with your dick."
"I bet you don't give Snape that kind of mouth," the boy leered. "Or do
you?"
"None of your bloody business. Now if you'll excuse me, sir is no doubt
wondering if I've managed to get lost." Harry was moving before he'd
even finished speaking, hurrying towards the stairs. The Ravenclaw
tended not to bother him after a short tiff, for which Harry was
thankful. Malfoy and his cronies weren't nearly so nice.
He sighed. It was Halloween, and though he'd been invited to stay in
the common room for a party before the feast, he hadn't felt like it.
He didn't even know if he was to go to the feast, and he actually would
be glad to stay in Snape's rooms. At least there it was quiet, unless
he'd done something to displease the man.
He reached the door without further incident, and went inside. The
lamps on the walls were dimmed, which meant that Snape wasn't in, so he
went straight through to the small room where he and his things were
kept. He tossed his bag onto the mattress, then flopped down after it.
Schoolwork finished under Hermione's watchful gaze, no Snape in
evidence, and the bullies couldn't get to him-- He sighed, and drifted
off into an unintentional nap.
The town was small, bigger than
Hogsmeade but not by much, and
it was also burning. In the eerie red glow of the fire could be seen
people running and screaming, being caught and killed, or tortured, or
raped. But the focus was on a lithe, black-haired girl no older than
fourteen or fifteen as she was violated by a masked Death Eater with
long, pale blond hair that gleamed red-gold in the light.
"Happy Halloween, Potter," a high,
cold voice suddenly hissed. "I felt
I should commemorate it in style for you."
As he watched, the girl's throat was
violently slit, blood literally
fountaining over her rapist. "Are you enjoying the little party I made,
Potter?" the voice - Voldemort - asked. "That was just the first thing
I've arranged for you..." Voldemort laughed coldly as Harry struggled
to free himself from the vision-dream.
He woke to hands shaking him, and Snape saying sharply, "Potter!"
He sat up suddenly, took several deep breaths, then leaned over the
side of the mattress and retched, sobbing.
*
Severus left the staff meeting muttering darkly under his breath. He
had absolutely no intention of either attending or chaperoning the
feast that year, something he'd made more than clear from the moment
Albus called the meeting to order, but he'd still had to stay and
listen to everything else that was discussed. He could have been
grading papers, or brewing potions, or even patrolling the halls, any
one of which was more useful than staying on at a meeting where his
presence wasn't strictly required. But no.
Students jumped out of his way as he stormed down to the dungeons, and
for once he ignored them. They weren't his problem for the rest of the
day, after all - but he still took points. He did
have a reputation to maintain.
In his rooms, he waved the lamps up almost absently, throwing his over
robes onto a chair in the sitting room. He poured himself a shot of
whiskey, feeling he deserved it after having to deal with his
colleagues for several uninterrupted hours, and called for the brat.
There was no reply, but he knew Potter had come in: when he had
adjusted his wards to accept the boy, he'd made sure to set it up so he
would know when Potter was in the rooms.
In no mood to deal with one of the boy's moods, he set the shot glass
down and went into the bedroom, straight to the cabinet for a crop. He
paused halfway across the room, though: low sounds of distress and
cries of pain were coming from Potter's cubby-hole. He strode over and
threw open the door, ready to start yelling at the boy.
Potter was lying on the bed, asleep, but it was obviously not peaceful
sleep. He was writhing, whimpering, with tears and blood glistening on
his face, and even as Severus watched, the boy arched off the bed with
a scream.
"Potter! Wake up!" Severus snapped.
"No- no, no, stop it!" Potter half-sobbed, half-moaned. "I don't want
to see any more!"
Severus knelt and grabbed the boy's shoulders, shaking him, and called
his name. The third time he said "Potter!", the boy woke with a gasp
and suddenly sat up.
Just as he opened his mouth to ask what that was all about, Potter
leaned over and retched. He moved back with a curse, though he didn't
entirely avoid being splattered. He vanished the mess with a furious
scowl, and turned his attention back to the boy.
He had curled himself up and was sobbing into his skirts, no doubt
smearing blood and snot into the fabric.
"Potter," Severus hissed, "explain."
"N-nightmare," Potter replied, then immediately negated himself. "No.
Vision. Vol-" he paused and corrected himself, "-the Dark Lord s-sent
it. Said it was a Halloween p-party. For me. It was h-horrible!"
Severus frowned. "Tell me."
Slowly, the brat described everything he'd seen, starting with the
burning and rape that had greeted him and ending with the village in
ashes, every one of the inhabitants cruelly killed except for a little
girl that the Dark Lord had apparently been enjoying
when he'd been woken up. "Why did he- I thought he just used Crucio and
the Killing Curse," Potter said plaintively, looking very small and
haunted.
"Have you had any other visions since June?" he asked, not knowing how
to explain the mind of a madman - if man he could still be called - to
the boy.
"No." Potter hugged his legs closer to himself. "You probably would've
noticed if I had."
"Have you been Occluding, then?"
"I don't know how. You never actually explained anything, just told me
to clear my mind and casted Legilimens at me." Severus had a feeling
that Potter would have sounded a great deal more indignant if he hadn't
been so shaken. "And then everything went from bad to worse and..." The
boy shrugged and looked up, and he was surprised to see that tears were
still sliding slowly down his cheeks. "I don't know how," he repeated
quietly.
The boy had a point, Severus conceded to himself. "Up," he ordered
instead of saying so, and stood. "You're filthy."
Potter rose to his feet slowly, and stood subdued as Severus stripped
his clothes off and told him to bathe. The boy retreated to the
bathroom, and Severus went back to the sitting room to Floo Albus. It
was obvious that the brat needed to learn Occlumency, but his own
method had already proven unsuccessful, therefore there was only one
other thing he could do.
He was sitting in his favourite chair and drinking a second shot of
whiskey when Potter stepped out of the bedroom, brush in hand. He waved
the boy over and accepted the brush, then Potter knelt without
prompting.
"Sir?"
"Yes?" he replied, starting on the damp hair.
"Will you... teach me Occlumency, please?" Severus arched his eyebrow
at the back of the boy's head as he went on, hurriedly,
uncharacteristically demure, "I promise I'll really try this time. I
don't want to see anything like that again."
"I will not," he answered finally. "My style is not suited to you.
However," he added as Potter sagged visibly, "I have arranged lessons
for you with Albus, and I will make sure you understand the books he
will be loaning you."
"Oh." A pause. "Thank you." Potter turned his head just enough to give
him a small, but thankful and wholly genuine, smile.
His only reply was to smooth his hand over damp hair almost gently.
*
Ron wasn't stupid, despite what others said. Sure, he was sometimes
slow about things, but he wasn't so slow that he didn't notice that
something had changed between Harry and Snape after Halloween. Whatever
it was, it was so slight that he hadn't actually noticed the change
until mid-November - and he was pretty sure no one else had noticed it
yet. Harry still sported bruises, after all, and he knew Hermione and
Ginny, at least, couldn't look past that.
But there were fewer bruises - at least that he could see - and he'd
come to notice that when Snape was sort of in a good mood about Harry,
the heavy metal chain was replaced by a supple black leather leash.
That leash had been making more appearances recently, if only by a
small increase.
And Ron wondered, as he watched Harry over the edges of his cards,
whether it meant that his best mate was slipping even further away.
*
Harry was suddenly grabbed and dragged into a shadowy alcove, barely
having time to recognize Malfoy's smirking face before he was being
kissed, and hands were shoved up his skirts.
Of course, he supposed Malfoy hadn't expected to be kneed in the crotch
in return.
As soon as the blond's grip loosened, Harry shoved him away and spat on
him, then left the little alcove hurriedly, rubbing his mouth with the
back of his hand. Malfoy should have been in the entrance hall, waiting
to leave for the holidays, but apparently there was some sort of "kiss
Potter" bug going around. First Seamus, right after breakfast (and it
had been the devil's own luck that the Irish boy hadn't been caught by
Snape), then Boot (who had been caught by Professor McGonagall, so he
had no doubt that Snape knew of it), followed by Zabini (who had been
unlucky enough to have not surprised Harry so much that he could avoid
retaliation) and now Malfoy (whose limp would be matching Zabini's, he
was sure). It should've been more than obvious by now that he was
off-limits, but either they liked playing with fire, or liked trying to
get him in trouble with Snape. He was pretty sure they'd succeeded with
the latter, at least.
"Stupid bastards," Harry muttered as he slipped into Snape’s rooms.
"Of whom might you be speaking?"
He froze, then sighed. It figured that Snape would be here instead of
supervising the exodus with most of the rest of the teachers. "Boot,"
he replied.
"Mr. Boot is not multiple persons, Potter," Snape pointed out, snapping
his fingers and pointing at the floor at his feet.
Harry padded over and knelt. "And Seamus, Zabini, and Malfoy," he added.
"Ah. Quite popular, aren't you?" He fisted his hand in Harry's hair and
pulled his head back roughly. "Would you mind explaining this?"
"I figure they're either stupid or want to get me in trouble, or both,"
he replied. "I didn't ask them to kiss me. Didn't want them to, either."
"I'm to understand you didn't enjoy it?" Snape asked, sounding
sceptical.
"Ugh, no." Harry made a face. "Seamus slobbered, Boot was entirely too
free with his tongue, Zabini barely touched me before I kneed him, and
Malfoy groped me. Then I kneed him, too," he added, sounding satisfied.
"I imagine they have matching limps now."
Snape's hand tightened momentarily, before relaxing. "Vicious," he
commented, smirking.
Harry smiled, able now to read the glint of approval in Snape's dark
eyes. "I thought it was fitting. Plus it was quicker than hexing them."
After a short silence, Snape said, "I believe all four gentlemen signed up to leave for
the holidays. I'll
deal with them when they return. In the meantime, boy, is there
anything you desire for Christmas?"
"Freedom," Harry answered immediately. Though he had slowly become used
to having to answer to Snape about everything, if the man wanted it
like that, it would still be nice not to. "Other than that... I dunno.
Anything is fine, I guess. Oh, except... May I have a pair of trousers?
Or denims? Please?"
"What would you do with them?"
"Make a shrine to my lost masculinity," he answered. "I might wear them
a bit, too, just for the novelty of it."
Snape looked amused, and pulled on his hair until Harry was on his
feet. He squeaked as he was suddenly pulled into the man's lap.
"Adjusted to skirts finally, have you?"
"More like realized you won't ever let me wear anything else, sir,"
Harry replied. "So it's more resignation than full-out adjustment. Next
Christmas, I might say I've adjusted."
"Ah." Snape fell silent, so Harry just sat there. It wasn't the first
time he'd sat in Snape's lap: since Halloween, it had happened a few
times. Mostly only when Snape was doing his hair, though.
"You seem to be in a good mood," Harry ventured after a while.
"I'm pleased with your behaviour," Snape replied. "That's all. You will
still be punished, of course," he added. Then he gave Harry a
speculative look, and smirked. "I confess to curiosity: if you didn't
enjoy your year mates' attentions, will you enjoy this?"
Before Harry could reply, he found himself being kissed for the fifth
time that day. "Mmph!" he blurted, trying to pull away. Snape, however,
wasn't as easily deterred as any of the boys, and so Harry found
himself relaxing into it almost without realizing it. It probably
helped that the man didn't slobber, nor was he overly free with his
tongue. Most importantly, it felt somehow right to be kissed by Snape.
"Oh," he breathed when he was released.
"I do believe, Potter, that the answer is 'yes'," Snape prompted with a
smirk.
Harry promptly blushed and hid his face in his hands.
*
Contrary to what his colleagues no doubt believed, the Christmas
holidays were actually his second favourite time of year (the first
being summer holidays). The students were by and large gone, which left
him with more time to devote to his potions. And, it seemed, to
thoroughly embarrassing Potter.
After that first kiss, Potter had avoided him for the rest of the day,
retreating to his room. When he'd looked in, the boy had appeared to be
in deep thought - a rare sight - so, as Severus hadn't really had
anything for him to do, and for once he'd rather hit someone other than
Potter, he'd left the boy alone. Since then, he'd taken the opportunity
to kiss the boy several more times, and was greatly amused to see that
he blushed each time, and pleased that the boy didn’t pull away.
Being as that day was Christmas, he had decided to let Potter sleep in.
Of course, it would work out that the one day he actually tried to be
magnanimous, the boy would wake up within minutes of his own rising.
Severus had barely sat down to a cup of tea before Potter had wandered
out after him, rubbing his bleary eyes.
The boy knelt at his feet without, it seemed, a second thought,
yawning. “G’mornin’, sir,” he murmured sleepily.
“Is it?” he answered mildly, setting aside the Prophet (which was rubbish anyway)
and looking at
Potter.
“Sure,” Potter answered, and yawned again. “It’s Christmas, isn’t it?
And I’m up before you could even think of yelling at me. So, it’s good.”
“I was intending to allow you to sleep,” Severus informed him with a
smirk.
“Oh.” He paused, then shrugged. “Bugger. Would you like breakfast, sir?”
“Not going for the gifts right away? How surprising.” He sipped his
tea. “Yes, I would. If, that is, you’re awake enough to manage not to
burn the food.”
Potter gave him a dirty look as he rose to his feet and padded over to
the stove. “I could probably manage to cook in my sleep,” he muttered
in reply.
Severus didn’t dignify that with a response, choosing instead to keep a
careful eye on Potter as he cooked. He could admit that the boy had a
deft touch with cooking, which made his abysmal Potions abilities
rather puzzling, but had also made his breakfasts better. In fairly
short order, Potter had finished and set a laden plate in front of him,
then returned to take care of the dishes he’d dirtied.
As soon as the boy returned to his spot at Severus’s feet, Severus
started feeding him bites every now and again. He had started doing
that after Halloween, and though Potter had balked a bit at first, he
seemed to have taken to it well enough. Finally, he pushed the plate
away and stood, saying, “Come along, Potter, or you shan’t get any
gifts at all.”
In the sitting room, Severus made the boy transport all of the gifts
for himself over to his favourite chair, where he sat with a second
cuppa. He made Potter kneel with his hands behind his back while he
opened his gifts - simple, but effective, if the boy’s faint pout was
any judge. His pile was never large, as the only people who regularly
gave him gifts were Albus and Minerva, but he had a few extra that
year. Filius, Lupin, the Weasleys - though Merlin only knew about the
last two, as those people didn’t even like him much - and one from
Potter.
He arched an eyebrow and opened it, the other brow joining the first
when he saw the contents: a set of black cashmere robes with only hints
of shiny black embroidery at the hems and collar. It must have cost the
brat quite the pretty Knut.
“I wasn’t sure what to get you,” Potter said suddenly, biting his lip.
“So I got you some dress robes. I-- Do you like them?”
“How did you manage to get them without me finding out?” he asked,
folding them back into the box and setting it aside.
“Hermione. I told her I’d pay her back after the Hols.”
“I see. They’re fine, boy.” He summoned one of the remaining gifts from
under the tree, and offered it to the boy. “Open it.”
Potter complied, then started laughing and held up the contents.
“Trousers!” he exclaimed. “Muggle ones, even!” He grinned up at
Severus. “Thanks, Sir.”
Severus waved the thanks off, and told the boy to go open the rest of
the packages.
*
To Ginny, Harry being Snape’s slave was a hard blow to her childhood
dreams. Especially when Harry actually seemed to start accepting it.
Anyone with eyes to see could have seen, at the welcoming feast, that
Harry had resented the situation deeply, and it had stayed that way for
a rather long while. Or so she’d thought. Returning after the Christmas
holidays to see Harry sitting calmly at the Gryffindor table in a brand
new dress of dark blue velvet, idly toying with earrings she knew he
hadn’t had before the hols - in fact, she was willing to bet money his
ears hadn’t even been pierced - and reading some thick book, she knew
that somewhere, somewhen, the resentment and hatred had faded.
“Hi, Harry,” she greeted cheerfully, sitting down next to him.
He looked up. “Hi, Ginny,” he replied with a smile.
“I see you survived the hols,” she joked. “So they must not’ve been too
bad.”
“They were fine,” Harry agreed, marking his place in the book and
closing it. “How were yours?”
“Awesome!” Ginny answered. “Bill even came for a visit, and he brought
the most awesome gifts - he gave me a dress that he said looks just
like what ancient Egyptians wore. Mum and Dad were scandalized, though;
Ancient Egyptians apparently liked thin, sheer cloths!”
He snickered, and she went on, “Nice earrings - Christmas gifts?” The
question was casual, but the aim behind them wasn’t so much so.
“Yeah,” he agreed, and tugged lightly on one of them. “Feels kinda
weird, but I’ll live, you know?” She nodded. “Sir got me a bunch of
jewellery - said he was tired of not seeing any on me. But my favourite
gift was a pair of trousers.” He laughed like it was a private joke,
and for all she knew, it was.
“Why aren’t you wearing them, then?” she asked, curious.
“Are you kidding?” he asked with a quick little grin. “They’re the only
pair I own, now. They’re in my room, laid out in style, as proof that
Sir sometimes does listen to requests.”
“In other words, you made them into the centrepiece of a shrine,”
Hermione commented wryly, suddenly sitting down on Harry’s other side.
“How’d you guess?”
“It seemed like something you would do,” Hermione answered, shaking her
head. “Nice earrings, by the way. Oh, what’s that you’re reading?”
“Oshwand’s Guide to the Mental Arts.
It was the
Headmaster’s Christmas gift to me.”
“Harry, are those earrings?”
Ron asked, plopping
down across from them.
As she watched Harry answer her brother’s question, looking both amused
and annoyed that everyone seemed to be focusing on his new adornments,
Ginny heard her last hopes of ever becoming Mrs. Harry Potter fall to
the ground and smash noisily.
*
The rest of the year went peacefully enough, if one ignored the fact
that Harry was still being teased and bullied a bit - though not so
much after Severus had dealt quite harsh punishments to Seamus
Finnegan, Terry Boot, Blaise Zabini, and Draco Malfoy. Harry’s only
comment, after Seamus had glared and accused him of tattling, was “Sir
wasn’t half as hard on you as he was on me, so get over yourself.”
Harry and Severus grew closer, by slow increments. February saw Harry
initiating a kiss for the first time, and though Severus spanked him
for his impertinence, Harry didn’t miss the fact that his forwardness
had also pleased his owner. Late March marked the first time Harry
slept in Severus’s bed; not for anything sexual, though - he’d woken
screaming from a nightmare that had probably been inspired by
Voldemort’s attack on Hogsmeade, and combined the sights and sounds and
smells of that fast but devastating strike with memories of the vision
on Halloween. He had held tightly onto Severus, and after several
minutes of trying to get the boy to let go, Severus had simply gone
back to bed, taking Harry with him.
April brought Easter, and with it came their first major clash in a
while: Harry had been invited to the Burrow for a few days, and had
wanted to go, whereas Severus said he couldn’t. It had devolved into a
screaming row, followed by a thorough beating. Harry had been left
chained in his room without even the mattress to rest on afterwards,
and had also had to go through the following few days with wrists and
ankles chained together. Finally, Harry had apologised quietly and
sincerely, and the shackles had been removed. But the incident, to
Severus’s mind, brought some good out of it: it was the first time the
boy actually apologised for going or attempting to go against his
owner’s wishes.
May was a quiet month as students noticed the rapidly approaching
exams, and buckled down to study seriously. Harry was no exemption: he
had been swamped with work, which was just as well, as it kept him
mostly out of trouble so Severus didn’t need to tend to him as well as
the sudden demand for Calming Draughts, his House becoming unruly, and
Voldemort’s summons that came several times a week.
June brought exams, nightmares, and Harry crawling into Severus’s bed
more often than not, as he had discovered that something about the dark
man chased his nightmares away - or at least made them more bearable.
It also brought several attacks on London, including one on the
Ministry on the anniversary of Sirius’s death, much to Harry’s
distress. The upper few levels of the Ministry were nearly wholly
destroyed by explosions, and the few survivors reported that Voldemort
had been cackling about “celebrating a special day for Potter!”
School let out, and it was a subdued Harry that returned to the Prince
manor house with Severus. The fallen shelf had apparently been replaced
over the school year, so Harry returned to working on the library and
his summer assignments by day, along with whatever else he was told to
do, and curling quietly against Severus at night, sometimes shackled,
sometimes not, but it didn’t seem to bother him either way.
The weeks leading up to his birthday saw a blossoming of their
relationship: kisses and caresses became as common as orders and slaps,
and perhaps Harry’s brain had become a bit addled, but the one began to
seem as good as the other. Something that puzzled Harry, though, was
why his owner never took advantage of him. Severus could have, he knew,
and he also knew that the man found him attractive on some level - not
even he could mistake an erect penis for a wand, after all.
Curiosity overwhelmed him one night after he had been stroked to
completion, and had his head pillowed on Severus’s chest, slim fingers
idly toying with the hair there. “Sir? Why haven’t you, well, buggered
me yet? I mean, haven’t you wanted to?”
“To put you on your back, or knees, and fuck you until you scream?”
Severus replied, smoothing a hand down Harry’s side to firmly squeeze
his arse. “Oh yes. However, I don’t rape, not even little slave boys
with entirely too much curiosity for their own good. I happen to prefer
my bed partners to be wholly willing.”
“Oh,” Harry said, and fell silent. He hadn’t expected that sort of
answer.
*
Harry’s birthday came and was greeted with little fanfare: gifts from
his friends, and verbal acknowledgement from Sir. He was also given the
day off from working in the library, and told to go get some sun and
think on whether there was anything he particularly wanted to celebrate
his seventeenth birthday.
Behind the house were some gardens, and in the middle of the gardens
was a fountain with a wide, deep bottom tier and an almost bench-like
rim. Harry was laying there, shoes and socks off and one foot draggling
in the cool water, squinting against the sun and thinking.
He’d been a slave for over a year now, and he knew that if he could’ve
looked into the future and seen the way he had become pliant to Sir’s
will, he would’ve been horrified, and possibly suicidal. His friends
probably wouldn’t understand the way he had adjusted to it, to orders
and the physical violence, and the clothing - which he no longer even
thought twice about, unless he was debating between outfits - and
especially they wouldn’t understand why Sir’s kisses made his toes
curl, or the way his touch made it feel like his insides were melting.
Actually, he didn’t understand the last part either. All he knew for
sure was that it happened, and he didn’t think he wanted it to stop
happening.
He sighed. It had been over a week since he’d asked why there hadn’t
been any sex, and he kept turning Sir’s response over in his head: “I don’t rape.” It was a peculiar
contrast to the
way the man was free with his fists, but he had come to learn that the
man was just strange like that. He had also come to learn, recently,
that he’d very much like to experience sex with Sir.
And what would Ron and Hermione say to
that, I wonder? he thought, letting one
hand fall
into the water with a splash. Probably
think I’ve gone
mental.
And maybe he had. But at least it would be his choice. He abruptly sat
up and smiled. He liked the sound of those words: his choice.
And he decided that he wanted sex as his birthday gift.
*
Potter didn’t come back inside until late afternoon, and when he did,
he looked like he’d tried to drown himself.
“Took a swim in the fountain,” the boy explained with a sheepish smile.
“It was, um, deeper than I expected it to be.”
Severus hmmed and summoned a towel. “You look like a drowned rat,” he
said, tossing it to the boy.
“Feel like one, too,” Potter agreed, rubbing his hair vigorously.
“May I go change?”
“Have you thought of a gift?” he countered.
“Yes. I’ll tell you later, if that’s okay,” the boy said, peering
anxiously at him from under the towel.
“Very well. Go, before you ruin the carpeting.”
Potter dashed off, tossing a hurried, “Thank you, Sir!” over his
shoulder. Severus shook his head and returned to his laboratory.
It was late when he finally joined Potter in bed. The boy mumbled and
stretched, then rolled over and pressed against him. To his surprise,
the petite form wasn’t covered by so much as a stitch. As Severus
trailed a hand down over his back to his arse, he felt Potter’s cheek
grow warm against his chest.
“May I tell you what I’d like now?” Potter asked quietly.
“You may,” he answered.
“I’d like you to bugger me, please.”
Severus waved the lamps back up so he could see the boy, then pushed
him away and gave him a hard look. “If this is your idea of a joke,
boy-”
“No, Sir,” Potter said hurriedly, biting his lip. “I mean it. I mean,”
he added, and dropped his gaze, “if you want to.”
Severus gave him a narrow look, unable to help the way his gaze
followed the spill of hair over the boy’s slender shoulders then down
the chest towards the crotch. He tipped the boy’s chin up until those
bright green eyes met his, and searched them for several long moments.
Seeing no lie, he smirked and let go of Potter’s chin. Then he pulled
Potter close and kissed him roughly. “You had better not regret it in
the morning, boy.”
“No, Sir,” Potter agreed with a gasp as Severus flipped them over. “I
won’t.”
The past weeks had given him knowledge of how Potter liked to be
touched, and Severus used that now to reduce the boy to a moaning mess
underneath him, flushed and spent. He sat up and smirked at Potter, who
gazed up at him through half-lidded eyes.
Severus was forced to admit that he was a pretty sight, thick hair
spread across the pillows and slender, pale limbs splayed in blatant
invitation; the sweaty flush and the splatter of semen over his thighs
and stomach just made him all the more inviting. He bent and retrieved
a short, fat vial from the bedside table, and spread some of the cool,
slick substance over his fingers.
He lifted Potter’s legs and told him to hold them against his chest,
then slowly pressed a finger into him.
“Hush and relax, boy,” he soothed when Potter grunted and clamped down
hard. Slowly, as Severus’s finger worked into him, Potter complied. As
soon as the first finger slid in easily, he introduced another - and
then another, pleased to see the boy relaxing and arching into the
feelings. “Good,” he murmured, watching his fingers slide in and out of
his pet’s arse.
“Mmm, Sir,” Potter moaned as he pulled his fingers out.
“Greedy brat,” he scolded, slicking his prick. “You’ll be full again in
a moment.”
He positioned himself, then pressed in.
Potter cried out, clenching against the invader as his arms and legs
spasmed and tightened around him. Severus kissed the boy, smoothing
back his hair until the limbs relaxed and he could slide the rest of
the way in. There, he waited while Potter caught his breath and opened
his eyes to give him a tremulous little smile.
“I’m not sure I’ll ever be able to sit properly again,” the boy
breathed.
Severus chuckled and took that as his cue to move, drawing out and
pressing back in, drawing a fluttery little moan from the boy’s lips.
“Shockingly,” he murmured in Potter’s ear, “I don’t care.”
Then there was no time for talking as he fucked the boy into the
mattress, enjoying the tight little arse wrapped around him as Potter
clung to him, arms around his neck and legs tight around his waist. The
boy’s eyes soon closed and his lips parted as he panted and moaned like
a wanton whore, and Severus found himself dimly hoping that the boy was
enjoying himself so much that he’d want repeat performances.
And then all thoughts fled as he found Potter’s prick and tugged, once,
twice, and then Potter was crying out, coming. Severus had time only to
press a hard kiss to the boy’s already bruised lips, and then he was
emptying himself into Potter’s spasming arse.
When he came back to himself, he removed himself from Potter, and then
groped for his wand, casting a quick cleaning charm.
“Enjoy your gift, Potter?” Severus asked, pulling the boy close.
Potter moaned softly, then settled against him, pillowing his head on
Severus‘s shoulder. “Yes,” he answered, sounding still rather far away.
“Thank you, Sir.”
He waited until Potter had fallen asleep before replying, “You’re
welcome, boy.”
*
When Severus walked into her infirmary, Poppy’s eyebrow’s almost flew
off of her head. The man’s reluctance to set foot in her domain was
near legendary among the staff, so him coming willingly and without fuss told her
that it was
either for something serious or not for him. The sight of Mr. Potter
following him and looking a bit out of sorts told her it was most
likely the second option.
“Hello, Severus,” she greeted. “What can I do for you?”
Severus pulled the boy around in front of him. “The brat is ill.”
Suspicion confirmed, Poppy turned and gestured to the bed she had just
made. “Up here, Mr. Potter,” she said briskly. As the young man
complied, she asked, “Symptoms?”
“Nausea, tiredness and irritability, vomiting,” Severus listed
succinctly.
“How long has this been going on?”
“Three days,” Severus replied.
“Almost two weeks,” Potter answered at the same time. He flinched as
Severus gave him a sharp look.
“Hm,” Poppy said. “Any other symptoms, Mr. Potter?”
“I’m.. not sure it’s related, but, um, my nipples are really
sensitive,” he finished in a rush, blushing.
Poppy arched an eyebrow. Just from the symptoms and durations, she
could make an educated guess, but she cast several diagnostic spells
anyway. “Congratulations, gentlemen,” she said with a smile. “You may
expect a child in approximately eight months.”
Severus arched an eyebrow. “Are you certain?”
“Absolutely,” she confirmed.
“What do you mean?” Potter asked slowly.
“You’re pregnant.”
He paled. “That can happen? Even though I’m a boy?”
“Mm-hmm.”
“Oh.” He wobbled. “I think I need to lie down,” he whispered, and
abruptly fainted. Backwards onto the bed, luckily.
Severus moved to put a hand on Potter’s forehead, even as Poppy cast a
quick charm to make sure the shock hadn’t hurt the young man any.
“Stupid brat,” the Potions Master murmured after Poppy had assured him
that the boy was just a bit shocked.
Poppy was sure the man would be horrified to know that she’d seen his
relief.
*
It took some convincing for Harry to be sure that not only was it
possible for men to become pregnant, but he himself was. It also took
Severus chaining his hands and ankles together and thence to the floor,
and then making full use of his mouth before Harry accepted that the
man didn’t mind it.
The trials of morning sickness and inrushing hormones were weathered
with care on Severus’s part - while he was a cold, sadistic man, he
wasn’t about to make the boy miscarry, and so he wore his temper out on
the unsuspecting students and let Harry’s apologies and body sooth him
until the next anger-inducing incident came along.
When Harry was four months pregnant, it became impossible to hide it
any longer without him dressing in completely shapeless clothing, and
Severus rejected that option out of hand. To at least some of the
students, Harry’s slightly haggard looks as well as the Potions
Professor’s high temper was suddenly explained. Others simply couldn’t
get over the fact that Harry Potter
was pregnant.
Hermione’s eyes had immediately widened, and then she’d asked,
sympathetically, “Did he rape you?”
“No, Hermione,” Harry had answered, frowning at her. “I wanted it.”
“Harry-”
“Wait,” Ron had interrupted, waving his hands. “This means you- with
Snape- and you were willing? Have you lost you mind? Please tell me
it’s actually not Snape’s kid, because that would just be gross!”
“Not that it’s any of your business, but Sir is the only one I’ve had
sex with,” Harry replied tersely, then turned away, looking green. “And
please don’t talk with food in
your mouth; it’s
disgusting and is liable to make me throw up on you.”
Ron swallowed and shoved his plate away. “I’m liable to throw up if I
think about this anymore,” he muttered. “I can’t believe you actually
let Snape bugger you - what
happened to your disgust
at the idea?”
“It changed.”
“That’s obvious,” the red-head retorted, scowling. “Changed as in
belonging to the loony bin!”
“Ronald!” Hermione scolded as Harry threw down his napkin and stormed
away. His friends watched in shock as, instead of leaving the room,
Harry went up to the high table, then crawled under it and was hidden
by the table cloth. The brunette could, at least, guess that he had
probably gone to the professor.
“Problems, boy?” Severus asked as Harry’s back settled against his legs.
“My friends are pricks,” Harry replied with a scowl.
Harry gave his friends the cold shoulder for a few weeks, but the
incident slowly faded in importance as Harry’s pregnancy progressed and
others decided it would be grand fun to tease him about it. Of course,
that was quickly put a stop to after Severus discovered Harry in tears
after being called a “fatarse only good for spreading his legs like a
whore.” The speaker soon regretted it a great deal, as Severus wasn’t
the only teacher that had been severely displeased.
But despite everything, things went pretty smoothly for Harry as he
grew bigger about the middle and discovered the varying joys of late
pregnancy: mood swings, swelling ankles, aching back, cravings, a
growing inability to either walk properly or get out of seated
positions without help, and somehow any amount of clothing soon felt
like too much, and he took to staying in the dungeons as much as
possible, naked as the day he was born. One side effect at least made
the whole thing easier on Severus: the boy, after the morning sickness
had disappeared, was eager and willing any time Severus wanted sex.
Harry had also discovered, around the eight-month mark, that his
bladder had apparently shrunken to the size of a thimble, so he was
frequently visiting the loo. That was, in fact, exactly what he was
doing when something was abruptly shoved down the back of his dress,
and then the sickening sensation of a Portkey whirled everything into
darkness.
*
Harry woke in darkness, damp and cold even for his recent tastes, and
was confused. Then his eyes adjusted, and he saw bars and dim
torchlight in the distance, and he suddenly remembered the whirling
sensation, and his stomach dropped sickeningly as he realized he’d been
kidnapped. Sir’s going to be furious,
he thought,
sitting up and scooting back against the wall. I wonder how
long I’ve been out?
It was only minutes before he heard boots ringing on the flagstone
floor, and a sudden flare of a bright torch heralded the arrival. He
squinted against the light, trying to see who was standing on the other
side of the bars.
“Well, well, Mr. Potter. It seems my son is useful for something after
all.” The smooth, cold drawl could only belong to one person: Lucius
Malfoy.
“I’m sure he’s useful as a slut, too,” Harry replied, masking his fear
with bravado. “Though I bet you won’t get anyone to pay even a Knut to
spend time with him.”
“Severus is falling down on the job if you’re still capable of mouthing
off, Potter,” Malfoy Senior replied. “Of course, I realised that when
he refused to bring you to our Lord a few months ago.”
Harry swallowed. He hadn’t realised that he was the reason Sir had
stopped answering the summons; he’d just thought that the man’s status
as a spy for the Light had been discovered.
“No matter,” Malfoy continued. “You’re here now. My Lord will be most
pleased.” He unlocked the cell door and waved his hand at the two men
that Harry could now see had accompanied him. “Bring him out; our Lord
is waiting.”
Harry struggled and kicked as he was lifted with ease between the two
large men that he realised could only be Crabbe and Goyle, both senior.
“Sir’s going to kill you for touching me,” he told them.
Malfoy overheard, and laughed cruelly. “Severus doesn’t even know where
you are, boy, and he won’t know until he sees your cold, dead body.”
“He’ll kill you anyway!” he raged, futilely struggling as he was
carried from the dungeons. Malfoy’s mocking laughter was the only reply.
He was roughly dumped at Voldemort’s feet, and just managed to catch
himself on his hands before his swollen stomach crashed into the floor.
“Now, now, gentlemen,” Voldemort hissed, “one shouldn’t throw pregnant
persons around.”
“Hypocrite,” Harry spat, getting to his feet slowly.
“What is that saying,” the Dark lord mused, tapping his wand against
his chin. “Ah yes: Do as I say, not as I do.”
“Quoting Muggles now, Tom?” he sneered. “I thought you were above that.”
“Crucio!” Harry hit the floor with a scream, but the curse wasn’t held
for long. “Don’t mock me, Potter. After all, I have the upper hand here
- and I’m sure you don’t want anything to happen to your brat.”
Harry paled, wrapping his arms protectively about his middle. “You
bastard,” he whispered. “What is it with you and going after
defenceless babies?”
“An amusing hobby. Now, Potter, sit down.” A stool was suddenly shoved
over to him, and he moved to sit on it, still holding his belly. “Let
us have a chat.”
“A chat? Is that what they call torture and murder these days?”
“I see your tongue at least has not been curbed by slavery. Perhaps
Severus tolerated it, but I will not.” He cast a cutting curse, just
nicking Harry’s arm. “I will call it whatever I wish to. I am Lord
Voldemort, after all, and my word is law.”
Harry clamped a hand over the cut, then asked, “How long was I in the
dungeons?”
“Lucius?”
“Almost three days, my Lord,” the blond aristocrat replied with a
slight bow. “Portkeys apparently do not agree with him.”
Harry swallowed thickly. “I see.”
“Scared of death, Potter?” Voldemort jeered as he stood. “Maybe I’ll be
kind, cut the brat from you and then kill you - wouldn’t you like to
know your child lived on even as you died?”
The building suddenly shook, raining plaster down on their heads. The
Death Eaters looked up nervously, and Voldemort’s nostril’s flared. “Go
find out what’s happening,” he ordered them.
“But my Lord, Potter-”
“Is pregnant and hasn’t his wand, your own son said so. I can handle
him, Lucius,” the evil wizard hissed darkly. “Or do you doubt me?”
“No, my Lord,” the blond answered hurriedly. “Forgive me.”
“Then go!” The Death Eaters fled, leaving them alone in the room.
“Now, Potter,” Voldemort said, sounding cruelly delighted, “where were
we? Ah yes. You never answered my question: wouldn’t you like to know
that?”
“No,” Harry replied, pulling his wand out of his sleeve and mentally
thanking the younger Malfoy for not waiting until after his class had
officially ended to Portkey him away from Hogwarts. “Because I have no
intentions of dying today.”
Voldemort looked infuriated, and hurled a curse at him. Harry dived out
of the way and sent one back. As he rolled, he realized that duelling
while pregnant was really not a smart idea. He sent another curse and
apologised to the baby under his breath, saying, “If I get out of this,
we’ll go stay in bed and not move for a while, okay?”
*
Severus ducked under a curse, then shot one back at the attacker. He
was sure that Albus was disapproving of his usage of Dark curses, but
at that moment, he couldn’t really care less. He’d been first
suspicious of Potter’s tardiness, and then furious once it was
established that he’d been Portkeyed away. Poppy had been almost as
livid: “There’s a reason people in the last trimester don’t Portkey -
they are not safe for people
that pregnant! There’s
no telling if Potter arrived to wherever safely, or if he didn’t
immediately go into labour!”
He sent a cutting curse at a Death Eater who’d run out of the door. The
body collapsed, head rolling away, and was trampled by the thirty other
Death Eaters that followed. With a growl, he threw a curse at someone
sneaking up behind him, then threw himself into the fray, trying not to
think of Potter being dead, because somehow that thought hurt when he
didn’t want it to.
“Severus!” Albus said suddenly in his ear, after taking down someone he
hadn‘t been able to get just yet. “Be careful! Harry won’t thank you if
you get yourself killed.”
“Just like I won’t thank him for getting himself kidnapped,” he growled
in reply, lopping someone’s wand arm off with another cutting curse,
then Avada Kedavraing the stupid blighter.
“Severus,” Albus started, but he didn’t stick around to listen.
As battles go, it wasn’t all that long, but it was plenty bloody and
came to an abrupt stop as the ground suddenly rocked and all the marked
Death Eaters, Severus included, fell to the ground in pain. Severus was
never quite able to describe it clearly, able only to say that it felt
like a very powerful Crucio centred on his arm in exactly the place
where he was marked. He was also not able to say how long he had felt
it for, and only had other peoples’ word to judge by when they said it
couldn’t have been longer than twenty seconds.
He stood to find that, however long it had been, it was long enough for
the unmarked followers to have been mostly taken down. The marked
followers were mostly either unconscious with pain, or in the process
of having their wands taken and being tied up. Severus scowled, almost
hoping someone would attack him. When no one did, he spat out a
mouthful of blood and went in search of Lucius Malfoy.
It only took a few minutes to find the blond: he was leaning against
the wall near the door, hood down and mask fallen to the porch besides
him. As he drew closer, Severus was both darkly amused and disappointed
to see that the man had been gutted and pinned to the wall by what
looked like a sharp spire of rock - Minerva’s work, he guessed. He
pushed the blond’s head back with the tip of his wand, and was
surprised to see that the man was still alive, though only just.
“Where’s Potter?”
Lucius gurgled a laugh, silver eyes dancing knowingly, and died.
“Son of a bitch!” Severus swore, and kicked him.
“Sir?” He looked up and stared. There in the door, clinging to the jamb
with one hand and pressing the other to his belly, was Potter. He was a
mess, covered in blood and ashes, with his hair singed half as short as
it had been and the dress completely unsalvageable, and he was crying
quietly, but right at that moment, he was quite possibly the most
beautiful thing Severus had ever seen. “I’m right here, Sir.”
Severus took two steps and swept the boy into his arms, pressing his
lips against the top of Potter’s head as the hand that had clung to the
jamb transferred itself to his shoulder. “I’m going to chain you to the
wall for a month for this,” he snapped, pulling the boy’s head back by
handful of hair.
“Good,” Potter replied just before Severus kissed him, hard. His hand
suddenly gripped Severus’s shoulder tighter as he tore his mouth away
and groaned, teeth gritted and eyes squeezed shut. “But can I have the
baby first? It really wants out.”
Severus swore again and lifted Potter into his arms, then strode
quickly down the steps and across the field, calling for Albus and
Poppy.
Epilogue
Harry woke with a moan of protest, the rustle of bedclothes making
Severus look up from the newborn he held in his arms. Seeing Harry’s
eyes slightly open, Severus smirked and said, “Welcome back to the
world of the living, boy.”
“Mm,” Harry muttered, slowly pushing himself upright. It hurt, but not
so much that he couldn’t ignore it. He rubbed his eyes with the heels
of his hands, then blinked at Severus. “The baby?”
“A boy, and right here,” his owner replied, standing and moving closer
so Harry could see. The baby’s hand waved, then rubbed across his face
as he made a displeased expression and started fussing. “He is also
hungry.”
Harry yawned and held out his arms in silent demand, smiling at Severus
as the crying baby was placed in them. He drew the newborn close and
then carefully guided his mouth to a nipple. “Oh god, that feels weird,” he muttered, making a face
as the baby
latched on and started sucking hungrily. He leaned into the hand that
buried itself in his hair, delighting in the quiet chuckle the
dark-haired man uttered. “What’d you name him, Sir?”
“Sebastian,” Severus replied, watching Harry wonderingly trace a finger
over the side of the baby’s face. “Sebastian Harrison Snape.”
“Oh,” Harry gasped, looking up with wide, surprised eyes. “You- His
middle name…?”
“For you, boy,” he confirmed. “After all, he is also your child, isn’t
he?”
Harry bit his lip and looked down before Severus could see the tears
that had suddenly welled up. “Sir, I-” he paused, then finished simply,
“Thank you.”
Severus turned his face up again, and wiped away the tears with his
thumbs. A small but genuine smile tilted the corners of his lips as he
replied, “You’re welcome, Harry.”
Fin
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